Ro Against the Machine
A sudden thought pervades my mind
In this heavy dancing rain
As a shot between my eyes
Yet feels like a warm embrace

Rainbow colors in the water
Once have fallen from the sky
Shining bright against each other
Be the brightes off all lights

let me loot your heart
When I get through your disguise
There ain’t gonna be tomorrow
I ain’t gonna be alive

Speaking of the devil
As you’re coming through the door
there ain’t gonna be tomorrow
I ain’t gonna be no more

I’ve been to highest hills
At the brightest time of night
Seen the eyes that gaze upon us
Counting billions at a time

Death is always ubiquitous
But in moments of despair
May it never forgotten
Our ever lasting vale

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Could Be
come on and sit with me
it really hurts to see you cry
open your eyes and feel

the light cut through your fear
let it in and see
what this life could be

I’m  not as strong as you
my inner demons were betrayed
and now it’s up to you to

let them find their peace
take my hand and see
what this life  could be

we knew it all along
it aint time for acting strong
yesterday is gone
face the light of dawn

A drop of blood won’t heal
The marks that scared you from within
the pain won’t cease until

you realize the truth
perceive from others‘ view
see what has been ruined

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From Now
Another day has come
And the routine’s turning right away
I’ve been waiting for so long
To break out of this circuitry

Todays the day
I’m gonna make this way my own
And I can feel it
nothing won’t stop me now

And feels like I’m free
More than I’ve ever been before it’s up to me
Where I go cause it’s a good time from now on

I try to store the moment
Feel ev’ry single breath I take
And I can hear the sirens
My heart is beating in front of me

It fills my veins
I just can’t stand it
Anymore, Gotta give in
I can’t pretend it.

And feels like I’m free
More than I’ve ever been before it’s up to me
Where I go cause it’s a good time from now on

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Post Koital Cigarette

Destiny please pardon me
I have seen this mess before
what’s your message may I plead
I have never been in such a quandary

in this intricate life
I am searching for some contemplation,
and I keep this in mind
I’m not asking for your consultation

will you save me it’s okay
just check it off and let it be
will you save me it’s okay
there’s  no more room for vanity

seems like this was meant to be
but I am irrational
contain your anger may I plead
and accustom to my arbitrary me

what’s that fuss all about
I’m not in for any bashing statements
keep it down and go on
I don’t care bout what’s been said